Various Rambles about what im doing right now

Heya! It is i, Kami! I wanna elaborate a bit more about what its like living alone for the first time. If you want the short version/dont want to read my incoherent rambles any longer than necessary: Pretty great!

Aaaanyways:

Probably the main reason ive been looking forward to moving was finally actually getting to express myself. As you might know, coming out is scary. So i havent done that yet. Buuut, living alone now finally gives me some room to, yknow, do trans stuff(TM). Honestly, its awesome being able to wear fem clothes. Cis people are missing out honestly, because wow, gender euphoria is so nice. The apprenticeship im doing is honestly pretty stressful though. Ive kind of just been messing up like, a lot, mostly due to communication issues because i suck at that. I still do get work done and slipping up now and then is just kind of part of getting better at something, but wow, its so stressful. As much fun as it is doing programming i often kind of dread coming in because i fear that somehow im gonna have screwed up something. My performance review for the first month is gonna be in a few days, and even though consciously i do know itll be fine, its kind of stressful.

Anyways, back to the fun stuff! I do kind of have some catching up to do in terms of, yknow, trans stuff xd Ive been wanting to dress fem since like, years now but theres been pretty much no way of doing it without my parents noticing. Showing off cute looking clothes to my friends is so damn fun and makes me actually enjoy picking out stuff to wear, which so far ive pretty much always hated. I wonder why… xd Anyways, i did have a lot of trouble because my amazon packages get getting delayed by like two weeks or not getting delivered at all, so that was fun. Eventually i figured out which adress they were delivering all my packages to (spoiler warning: it wasnt the one they were supposed to deliver to) so now stuff has mostly been going smoothly. Anyways, thats all ive got to say for now. Ive been really busy so dont expect anything actually interesting to release here for a while. Who couldve guessed that having a job could be time consuming? Insane, ik.

Alrighty, cyaaa!